Dont know how i got captain within the years dont know how i get myself through this but i do know… How bad i want this. To believe i only have 3 more weeks to push it…. Sigh…. Unbelievable.
My dad used to apologize that i had to grow up with such a broken family…. Only for him to realize how broken i am without him…… Ugh…
You’re the sixth. You’re none of them… because you’re all of them. You are who I love; the girl on the pedestal, the fantasy, the make-believe things that are actually true. You are what I love; the depth, the inside joke, the best friend. You are when I love; a new history is being started with you. We our the young lovers our older selves will someday reminisce about. You are where I love; because I’d go anywhere, just to be with you. You are why I love; because before you, I didn’t truly understand what I was looking for. Now that we found each other you’ve given my past and future meaning. You are the sixth. You are the last. (X)
Never knew how real death was till now.. Life is just never going to be the same.’wish i would just stop questioning everything
Ive never wanted a year to finish so much………. I dont have plans besides going off to college soon. But i just really want to be home with my family….
People always say family first
But do you really put them first?
Do something before its too late. Learn what you can now, embrace what you can now, and be HAPPY while you can.
Everytime shit gets bad… I have to realize this is all part of the plan… And it can only get better from here…
Please give me strength Lord
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